I decided I needed something to do that wasn’t related to girdlebound or to feeling sorry for myself or spending money to buy myself some piece of temporary happiness so I texted Riley Rose last night and asked if she could come over for a bondage clip tonight. Luckily she could, so I got to occupy my mind dressing a short curvy cutie in a satin and lace dress that I acquired a few weeks back for $6, yup! A pair of shiny pantyhose and a very sexy pair of boots I’ve had for years after we both had a cry about my old kitty. She grew up with my younger brother and has been my house sitter for years. So she knew my kitty and happens to be an animal person more than a people person as well. lol. So after that she sits alone on the green couch (That I got my 1st year at MSU for $30) in leather cuffs and a posture collar and she slips that pretty red ballgag into her lovely mouth. Wow, It is a great fit, or maybe I am just loving it with the posture collar….She snaps herself into a hogtie with some leather bondage. She squirms around and enjoys herself for a bit until I come in and put her into a snug arm binder and wrap straps around her body so she can’t move them around. She gets nipple clamps and that big red ball comes out and she gets some panties and a leather gag. She has that on for a while and I remove the clamps so I can hogtie her without her laying on them. It gets another reaction. When I get her down to the floor I notice the gag doesn’t look perfect so I take it off and have her hold the panties in while I fight to get the leather gag off which is stuck in her hair. I take the panties out and she tells me just to yank her hair out or chop it off…something funny that I left in the clip. You don’t hear that our of ladies often….So I shove the panties back in and wrap vetwrap around her head, after removing the posture collar so her breathing doesn’t get too labored in the hogtie and once I pulled the preview images I saw what I did wrong with that leather gag….Anyway, Riley moves around pretty gracefully with her leather hogtie and head pulled back with no complaints. Finally the clip ends and begins again with her removing her gag and my pets coming in to check on her…
A total bitch fest, feel free to skip to the updates.
Still struggling to get the lingerie company organized. The people that shipped the inventory couldn’t have done a shittier job packing it up to send it and I can’t help but think that the fella would have been a little more careful had he been sending it to a legitimate company and not some fetish girl named JJ Plush, complete negligence on behalf of the company that shipped the stuff! I worked a total of 41 hours from Thursday night to Monday night just putting items into containers because they were shipped so poorly that about 50 of the plastic bins containing the items shattered so lingerie went everywhere. So then on top of that 50 new $8 bins had to be purchased. I also had friends helping for a total of 21 hours from Friday-Monday night and had to pay them each $10 an hour for their help. So then I was 4 days behind and I couldn’t ship out the items, two weeks of backed up orders! On top of it I’m inventorying 1000s of items because there wasn’t a real system in place at the other company. I’m not going to lie, I’ve been having little crying fits and doubts. My body and mind are exhausted and there is no end in site. Had the inventory arrived in tact it only would have taken a few hours to get them in order and onto the shelves we bought and it wouldn’t have been as overwhelming. Oh yes and the boxes they chose to ship things in were 7o lbs each 30 x 30 x 30 boxes that Tony and I had to put into a uhaul and transport here from the warehouse that received them spread out over 3 days. They skimped on tape, so many of them opened on their own out in the snow as we were carrying them into our place. My life long dream of running a lingerie store has become nothing but an absolute money pit of a nightmare. I knew it would be hard work and a big learning curve but I didn’t think I’d be wasting DAYS fixing other peoples screw ups.
On top of it I don’t have children but I do have pets. I’ve had a cat for 17 years. He has made many guest appearances at borntobebound, futilestruggles, Girl Next Door, gotcuffs and several others. I got him when I got my first apartment in college. No matter what has gone on in my life the cat was there and a part of it and happy to sit on my lap and purr. He was personality plus and a good companion. I don’t know an adult life without him. He died on Thursday. He had been old, sick and weak but he took a nose dive in a matter of 5 hrs. He was suffering and it was heartbreaking because the damn cat represents a lot more to me than just being a cat, him passing away somehow reconfirms that my young adult years are long gone (I’m 35). I didn’t even have time to mourn, 3 hours of downtime with him while he was dying and then back to work. I’m emotional and wear all of my emotions of my sleeve. I wanted an entire night of drinking wine and feeling sorry for myself and looking at photos from a long time ago. That would have hit the spot. He held my finger with his paw and took his final breath in my arms. To make things worse I thought the big dog Sookie was sick Friday when I got up she wasn’t responsive to much of anything. It turns out she is just heartbroken! I had no idea that kind of thing would happen! It is hard to see and makes my heart hurt even more. My little yorkie Simon is totally clueless. I have been living at our studio with the pets for well over a month because I’m working too many hours to make it worth going home at all. I always loved the studio because it represented bondage fun and party time, but not so much anymore.
I don’t mind working hard, but I hate wasting time and fixing things that shouldn’t need fixing. I also understand that there are plenty of people working 15 -18 hour days that will never be able to do anything other than that… I get it, just for me and the life I’ve gotten used to this is really bad. The -10 degree days don’t help.
So as I mentioned a while back, most emails to me will not be responded to right now, there simply are not enough hours in the day. This is a screen shot of my phone from this afternoon.
I try not to be too much of a whiner. I just feel buried absolutely buried right now.
If you’ve ever thought about sending me something- a happy card, a sweater for a model on the site to wear, a kind of tape you like for a gag, a hot pair of heels you’d like to see someone wear, a $10 coffee gift card, a pair of fuzzy slippers or just join the site for a month if you have been considering it, etc, etc…now would be a good time. It would be nice to pick up the mail to find something thoughtful. I would make sure to send a thank you cellphone clip via email. I was sent to boarding school in Connecticut when I was 15, getting packages was the greatest thing ever since I was trapped up on a hill, I’m feeling trapped now just at the bottom trying to work my way back up.
Thanks for reading this, and thanks even more if the entire thing didn’t make you just roll your eyes in disgust at me for being so mopey when life could be worse.
Oh and on another note the last two mp4 clips were encoded differently so that you might be able to stream from your desktop….I hope it works.
Have a good weekend! Have some fun for me and give your pets big hugs.
run time 19 minutes
The trunk opens and reveals a tall beautiful bound blond. Two brunettes pluck her from the trunk and assist her at hopping in. They get her to the fireplace, sit her down and remove her blindfold. They tie her up more, grope her and watch her drool all over herself before removing that gag and putting panties in her mouth and wrapping her head tightly with microfoam. The put tape above her eyes for a bit and laugh taking it off when a false eyelash comes off and they stick it on her as a mustache. They get her onto the floor and pull her shiny black pants down, pretty panties barely covering her nice ass. They have more fun with her and leave her there for a bit before her new male “friend” comes in to find her….
This was previously posted at Futilestruggles.com and is a few years old. Eric Cain is my closest pal and the person that introduced me to bondage. The sadist he is puts me in a terrible mood as soon as the clip begins by making me stand in a neck rope…I like to be choked and I like bondage but standing while being tied in heels just irritates me for some reason. So watch my bitchy expressions as he ropes me up, there is no hiding my disdain…and then watch my pantyhose hanging out from under those skin tight low cut shiny pants not meant for a girl built like me!
run time over 30 minutes
In Erics words: It was late one night and I decided to tie JJ up and this is what happened… The clip starts with JJ’s wrists and legs bound with a rope around her neck and tied off overhead. She stands there for a while before I tie her elbows together. I then untie the neckrope and make her get on her knees. I continue adding more and more rope above and below her breasts and in between. I leave her on her knees for a while before I return with 2 big squishy balls that are stuffed in her mouth and then taped in. I lay JJ on her side and watch her struggle.
JJ is laying on the floor on her stomach. I walk up and hogtie her nice and tight. She struggles for a bit, but her hogtie isn’t tight enough, so I come back with more rope and make her hogtie much tighter this time. The last 4 minutes or so is of JJ enduring the hogtie and mmmpphing.
run time 28 minutes
This feels like it was shot forever ago. My goal was to put Rain in a chicken wing knee point hogtie. She went along with my plan, wearing a big red ballgag, then sharing the two person liplocker gag with me, then her mouth was stuffed and a cleave was added. Her elbows are together and hoisted up. I use those really mean tweezer clamps on her and well into the clip she starts to cry a ton. I know these are subspace tears/ tears of joy. It is obvious that there is something very wrong- but as we change camera positions she signals to keep going with the clip. I’m not really a sadist…so I don’t enjoy seeing women cry over actual pain, but she didn’t call the scene and I know her well enough to believe that had something been happening to cause serious damage she would have stopped me. Eventually she is blindfolded so I don’t have to look at those tears and rope even wrapped around her mouth. She is stuck on her knees, nipple clamped, crotch roped, heavily gagged and crying…until I pull those nipple clamps off and the scene in. However I add the quick part when she tells us what went wrong- and even after all that she is smiling. What a great bondage girl…
These should be working properly now 2/26 11pm
run time 15 minutes and 35 seconds
A cop car pulls up at Monica’s house and she comes outside. The officers tell her that she is under arrest and they cuff her and take her to their car. She can’t understand what is happening since has hasn’t gotten into any trouble. After a bit she realizes that the two aren’t cops at all. Her crooked father owes them a lot of cash and the only way to get it back is to hold is baby girl hostage. After a short ride they get out of of the car and push her against the wall of the garage. They tie her up and grope her, put panties on her head and then in her mouth. They wrap her head with an ace bandage to keep the panties in and put her in a balltie, photograph her and head off to have a chat with her daddy.
Sadly there was no sound in the first half of this clip!!! So it starts where the sound started, and I’m posting it as a bonus update. The true Friday update will be up later this weekend . A real shame because I really enjoyed making this clip!!
run time still over 14 minutes
The back story- A younger woman has taken JJ’s position as a sales rep at a company. Out with the old and in with the new, plus the new will work for a lot less money. JJ has heard about what is going to happen and she sets out to scare the young girl away from the position. Casey has been tied at the elbows, legs, gagged with panties and a cleave gag when the clip begins. Her nipple clamps are put on her nose and nipples and she is manhandled and threatened. She gets a crotch rope and a snug hogtie with panties over her head and black tape around that and she is left there to struggle.
Riley Jane is a pornstar that stole a bunch of cash from the register at the bar in the studio that the Corrupt Security Guard works. Naturally she is told she can stay and play for a bit or deal with the cops. When the video begins Riley is in a holding cell with her wrists cuffed behind the back, a chain around her waist and through her crotch, a ballgag and handcuffs on her ankles. The new guard arrives and starts to have fun with the girl. Handcuffing her natural boobs and tying up her arms with lots of rope. The small ball is changed out for one that is almost 3 inches and you can see that her mouth is hurting. Her boobs have been nipple clamped and pulled up. She is walked outside the cell to a post and told to sit. Her elbows split the pole. A chain is wrapped around her body and the post and a collar added. That gag is taken out and a huge pair of satin panties resembling a pillow case are stuffed in her mouth and her head wrapped with duct tape. a rope is added from her ankles to the post across from her so her feet are elevated. A pair of leg irons has been added to the collar and then added to her ankles. Her pantyhose are ripped open. Her feet are slapped with a crop and stabbed with her high heel, ace bandage is wrapped around her eyes and mouth. Once she is removed from that position the gag comes off and the ace bandage is used as a cleave. Her ropes are removed (mostly off screen) and her wrists are handcuffed behind the post. Her legs are brought up over her head and cuffed back there. Her toes are tied together with rope and she is spanked and played with. A chain is wrapped around her legs giving her much less room to move around.
run time over 36 minutes
Lovely Davina is a willing participant as I tie her up, tie her boobs up, nipple clamp her while wearing a harness gag, and add nose hooks. I tie her chest down a little so she is stuck with her back in a strange position. Then I remove some of those ropes and swap out the harness gag for a big pair of red lace panties and some blue vetwrap and then hogtie her tying her hair back into the tie…Who likes nose hooks? I’ve always hated them…now I’m a little sad that this pair doesn’t pull her nose back enough and I feel like I need to get something a little more intense looking….lol
The new model to this site is London Andrews and I have been a LONG time fan of her glamour, pin up and art images over the years!!!
JJ is on the phone with her girlfriend London Andrews. She is due back at any moment so the two can go on a date for Valentines Day. She hangs up the phone and immediately hears the door. It isn’t London though it is her jealous exboyfriend Tony. He’s mad and accusing her of going on a date with someone for Valentines Day. He broke in. He shoves her on the bed and opens the drawer where they kept rope as a couple. He gets her tied up at the elbows, wrists and legs as she protests that it hurts and she hasn’t been tied up in a long time. He also gets two pairs of panties from the drawer and shoves them in her mouth and wraps her head tightly with a cleave gag. He is gone from the room when London appears and he comes in and grabs her. He is instantly enraged that JJ is indeed dating someone and that it is a woman. London yells at him calling him crazy and possessive. He just ignores her and pulls her big boobs from her dress. He smashes JJs head into her cleavage. Then he tips JJ over on her shoulder and puts her into a balltie, rendering her completely helpless as he continues to tie up London. He stuffs her mouth with panties and wraps her head with vetwrap as a cleave. Then he hogties them both, forcing their heads together for gagged kisses and remarking about London not even wearing any panties. He leaves them there but not before adding the rest of the vetwrap over the mouth.