Journal Update

Hello all.

Last Thursday my realtor told me not to rush to empty out my condo because this man decided he wanted to do a private inspection which would be scheduled after today and the closing would be set later. I woke up from a message saying that he changed his mind and wants to close the 16th still. So this weekend I didn’t move anything out. This weekend it also snowed a TON. Now Tony and I get to stop everything we are doing and empty out a 2200 sq ft condo with basement and two car garage. There aren’t too many large pieces of furniture left and many will be donated but the basement, garage and kitchen are loaded. I almost told the lady to go screw herself but I am so tired of barely making it living paycheck to paycheck with an extra property, especially with the holidays coming. It is REALLY stressful so I feel backed into a corner. I want this cash deal to go through but I am absolutely seething. Seething. I negotiated for a bit more than he wanted to pay. There was a lot of back and forth and I wasn’t budging because I’m not going to have a fire sale just because I’m paycheck to paycheck. I was making it work, but anyway I feel like he just wanted to screw with me- make me hussle because he didn’t get his way. When he went through the place it definitely seemed like we were living there.  Sahrye and her significant other were staying there so there were wet towels hanging up and the smell of human life and not just a closed up space staged for sale. Plus my closet was bursting at the seams with model wardrobe since I shot there all summer because the bank was in such bad shape.  I get the feeling this guy is smiling over inconveniencing me so badly-

In the end it will be great to get rid of the expense and to make my new house a home.

I have not answered emails about customs. I will be ready to do them after this nightmare week- and I’ll write everyone back when I can.  I haven’t done any math but hopefully I’ll have some cash to fix some things back up at the bank (studio) and get to sessioning and to buy the makeup that I’m out of that makes me pretty and to have the ability to hire a makeup artist again from time to time. Anyway thanks for your support…..

My magical concoction of supplements, actually sleeping, ridiculous amounts of water and removing the foods and humans that were poisoning me has drastically improved my quality of life (and the lives of those that are dear to me). Hopefully I can work on my looks again soon. I have not been permitted to do any cardio. Apparently it is the number one thing aside from stress that will throw people like me into another dangerous adrenal crash. I did ok moving all that office furniture in and out…..but this week will be a good indicator as to how my body and mind are really doing- so much stress, so much physical exercise packing and moving all that stuff and furniture. If I make it through this week on my feet I’d say I’m ready for some cardio and resistance training in moderation, not so intense like what I was doing a few years back when my health started to spiral out of control.

2017 is going to be my year, which like I’ve said before just means better content for you all-

Happy Monday…..

PS I want to do a clip or two with Eric Cain (futilestruggles) before he goes off to Florida for the winter SOON… Interested in a custom with us? He is all set up to shoot a few girls at my studio with his unique way of shooting with so many cameras. You can email him futilestruggles@yahoo.com since I’m not in my emails and he is. So I’m bendy for my size guys but I’m not into his type of beatings (for any amount of $) which is why I haven’t shot with my BFF in years but that little taste with  Je C got me real interested!!!

1st update of the week

members right click here to download this mp4 or left click to stream

full clip 25 minutes

members right click here to download this mp4 or left click to stream

shorter: last gag & strugging 8 minutes and 30 seconds

Mizz Amanda Marie looking sexier than ever enters the room and gags herself with stuffing, electrical tape and packing tape. Then she gets to work tying herself up with nipple clamps. She pulls off her school girl style but leather skirt and crotch ropes herself. Then she wraps microfoam around her gagged mouth and ties up her ankles. Then she takes off the original gag. A huge American flag rag emerges. Next large satin panties go in. Her cute little Burberry scarf is used as a cleave and then gray tape over that and finally vetwrap over that. She ties her wrists to her ankles and moves around in her self bondage giving us a nice show of all of her girly assets and that pretty gagged face.

3rd update of the week

Guest bad guy Eric Cain from futilestruggles, just like old times!!

members right click here to download this mp4 or left click to stream

full clip, run time 36 minutes

members right click here to download this mp4 or left click to stream

coming soon- jec solo

The maintenance man saw what he thought was kinky fun between two ladies at work. He happens to love bondage so he thought he would have some fun of his own. He kidnapp Je C bringing her in over his shoulder. He is obviously in control and she is no match for him. He stuffs her mouth and wraps her head with microfoam tape. His big hand covering much of her face. She is crotch roped and left writhing on the floor when he brings JJ, Je C ex-boss into the room already tied a bit. He gets to work stuffing her mouth full and tying up her big boobs. These thick ass women get their elbows tied, they get frogtied and they are helpless and at his mercy. His hand feels like lead on their ample butts and boobs. Je C is crying and JJ is stunned. He ties her head back so she is even more helpless. What the hell does this guy plan to do to them?

Bonus Photo Update

members right click here to download this zip file of photos

I thought I posted these here, but apparently not. Here I am tied up by Don Sir who has always helped me find my happy place in girdle bondage since 2006!!

2nd update of the week

members right click here to download this mp4 or left click to stream

full clip, run time 28 minutes

members right click here to download this mp4 or left click to stream

shorter gag scenes, struggling scenes, hogtie:  over 12 minutes

JJ and Sahrye are broke office girls and they devise a plan to rob the place that they work with the help of JJs boyfriend Tony. He will be the one to leave with all the cash in the safe and the electronics and who will get JJ tied up the rest of the way. JJ ties her knees. She lets Sahrye gag herself and then she ties her up, a lot. Sahrye struggles around in her bondage on the couch and even stands up before JJ returns. She is hesitant about what is really going on, but JJ gags herself too in hopes of easing some of the tension. She gets Sahrye into the snug hogtie and then takes off the gag admitting to the scam- she is taking off with everything without Tony’s help or Sahrye’s. She wants everything for herself….When she leaves Sahrye struggles in the hogtie for a while before discovering she can untie that rope. She manages to get to the sofa and then to the couch and then up on her feet. She hops over to her desk and tries to open the drawer to get out her purse with her phone. JJs boyfriend comes in confused as hell about JJ being gone and Sahrye being tied up at her desk. He removes layer upon layer of her gag and Sahrye spews that they were duped and that JJ is gone.

I’m sorry about the late update. If your membership expired this weekend and you want the clip of Sahrye and I that you are entitled to please write to support@borntobebound.com with your old username and password and I’ll get it to you within a couple days.

So the day I was supposed to do the bulk of the shooting with Sahrye didn’t work out because my sister in law decided to have her baby a week early shortly after I announced that I would be in my emails looking for customs for her. I was supposed to be there, and I was- holding a leg and cutting the chord!!! Wow, what a beautiful life experience that was and she handled it with dignity and grace!! I’m not a mom and I’ll never be a mom but that was absolutely incredible and now I have a perfect little niece. My brother is very conservative and very into modesty so it almost killed him having me there watching such an intimate moment because of his own hang ups, but she wanted me there and maybe just maybe it will make my brother who is very against the idea that I do what I do for a living and I a little bit closer. Only time will tell. So anyway Tony picked up the slack and shot Sahrye that day until I came back and then I shot the clip of her tying me for my dear friend Jochen that I just posted and boy I look haggard….long day, but I was feeling fine despite my looks!! Anyway Sahrye decided she could get a bit more work and stay a few more days. I’ll be shooting her again Wednesday afternoon before she leaves and I will get into my emails and dig for some last minute customs. I keep saying that…I know. I know. I’m the worst.

I don’t want to be up now, which is amazing but I needed to get you guys those late updates and I plugged a space heater in and it shut my computer down just as I was about to start exporting the Anna clip and it hadn’t saved. GGGRRRRRR. Anyway I can catch up on sleep tomorrow if my body lets me which will be great

Yes, I need to login and manual add a few of you generous guys that sent me things, but I’m afraid now I’ll really mess that up- the longer I wait the more content will be there and the more time I’ll add- so it is not all bad.

In other news I just signed the papers accepting a cash offer on my condo tonight!!!! They want to close the 16th of this month and they want the keys then and I agreed to that so WOW, I have a lot more packing and moving to do FAST! It was staged for sale and I left so much that I didn’t use on a regular basis to make it look very lived in so there would be no low ball offers. So after this week there won’t be anymore clips in the red room with the wood floors. I say goodbye to the place I started my bondage career at, the home I made on my own as a single woman. I have mixed emotions. I’m glad it sold with the potential hazards from being built on a brownfield and it will be sooooo magical not paying bills there and getting some cash for the rest of the kitchen here and a real bathroom, not just a pool shower in the utility room, lol, but that place was mine all mine and very affordable and easy to manage. Tony (gotcuffs) and I were married over a year ago but it is really just now that I feel officially married- the bank and this home is ours together- not just one of ours, that is a new feeling for sure. Most women probably don’t think of combined property making them feel more married than that marriage certificate, but I’m not most women.  Good thing we like each other, lol.

This year is coming to an end, and boy am I ready for it to end. I’m thinking 2017 will be incredible for me- so many heavy weights are being lifted from my shoulders right now- most importantly getting my health back- or I mean better than it has ever been in my adult life. Knowledge is power- for me anyway….

Night night, JJ

1st update of the week

members right click here to download this mp4 or left click to stream

full clip, run time over 27 minutes

members right click here to download this mp4 or left click to stream

some struggling in both ties only, run time 5 minutes

Anna is a beautiful young woman that is naturally dominant and has a way with men. She figured she could have fun and earn some money being a dominatrix, but she goes about it the wrong way. She sets up a session with a known domme and says her name is Dan- a man and she wants to do a rope session. Of course Anna shows up looking pretty dominant herself. The experienced domme assumes the young woman is Dan’s domme and bringing him over, even though that should have been negotiated ahead of time. Anna tells JJ that she is eager to learn from her but didn’t think she would want to teach unless she met her in person first and saw how eager she was. She claims that is why she lied, just to get in the door. JJ doesn’t like what Anna has to say. She tells Anna that the best way to learn is to suffer herself so that she understands what the client is feeling. Anna isn’t so sure about that logic but goes along with what JJ has to say. She gets tied up and ballgagged and put into a strappado. Then she is nipple clamped and crotch roped. Anna is dealing pretty well, JJ talks about what she is doing and asks her questions she has to respond to over the big red ball in her mouth. Her skirt has been removed. JJ is enjoying making the confident girl feel vulnerable. JJ tells her that she is a natural in bondage and perhaps she should do sub sessions. JJ promises to watch to make sure she isn’t hurt….Anna manages to spit the ball out. She gets a break from a bit. She gets down from the strappado, is led to the wall and groped a bit, then she is put into a chair and tied to it. The ballgag has been put back in. Just for fun one side of the nipple clamps is removed and put back on to get a rise out of her and to remind her who is boss.  She is gagged with a knotted scarf and some tape and left to think about if she wants to study under JJ at all… When JJ returns she puts on the lace jacket the girl wore over, she decides she wants to keep it as payment for the session. Then she puts the girls black leather skirt on her head and leaves.

What you don’t see is that she was crying at the end, but she was OK with that. You might wonder why I do meaner ties to her but not such harsh gags. She had a couple really bad experiences in bondage, and gags scare her most so I’m trying to earn her trust and not scare her away- I think she will ease into real stuffing gags soon enough… Next time she comes I’ll have her try some real self gags.

3rd update of last week

This was a custom

members right click here to download this mp4 or left click to stream

full clip, run time 24 minutes

members right click here to download this mp4 or left click to stream

starts at the mouth stuffing gag, run time almost 13 minutes

JJ is a bored married housewife with a lover who happens to be married. He leaves her for the night and she dozes off only to be awakened by a woman (Sahrye) that knows everything about her affair and her life. The woman plans to rob the ungrateful greedy housewife and leave all the evidence behind of the lover. She ties the big buxom woman up, shoves a ballgag deep into her throat, drool coming out everywhere. Her elbows are tied together, she is manhandled, talked down to, threatened. The woman leaves her bound and gagged on the floor to do the stealing. JJ doesn’t think it could get any worse but she returns. JJ makes the mistake of rubbing the drool from her mouth on the robbers pants but the woman grabs up the spit and rubs it all over the housewifes cheeks, eyes, mouth and tits. She takes out the ballgag and shoves a scarf into her mouth and wraps her head tightly with vetwrap. It hurts, she isn’t done yet, she hogties the woman on the floor and takes off with the goods. The housewife is horrified about being robbed, but more horrified to realize that her husband may find out about the affair. What will she tell him about that evidence? Hopefully he will be too caught up in her being tied up and robbed to notice much. She frantically tries to get the ropes off, but that little elbow rope is digging into her flesh and her fingers just can’t do the job she needs them to do. She gets the hogtie rope down and the wrist rope, but not long after that she realizes the rest is a futile struggle and her body is telling her to rest…..

2nd update of the week

members right click here to download this mp4 or left click to stream

run time 55 minutes

Amanda was working at a bar and it flooded. The owner never made the repairs but Amanda was sure the bar would still be stocked so she thought she would grab a few bottles to party with her friends. The owner was there. She had decided thatshe would become a dominatrix to make the kind of money she needed to restore the property. When she caught Amanda she told her she wouldn’t call the cops if she could practice tying her up. Amanda reluctantly agrees. She is tied up, gagged, groped, spanked, and scratched. Nipple clamps are used as a pussy chain. Her full bush coming out of her tiny panties. Then the clamps are used on her. She has been ballgagged and then tape added to that. She is forced to walk on a leash being pulled by those clamps. Her gag is changed out and her chest is pulled down to her waist on the couch. She can’t get comfortable though. The woman isn’t done with her though pink panties are added over the cleave and clear tape over that. Her toes are tied and pulled into the hogtie. Her old boss gets curious about the nipple clamps and puts them on herself, ties Amanda’s heels on and leaves her there all tied up and helpless.

BONUS UPDATE

Tony, my fella shot this for gotcuffs and told me to use it as a bonus update, so here you go!

members right click here to download this mp4 or left click top stream

run time 11 minutes

A woman (Jane Lyn) comes into Sahrye’s office and demands to know where the safe is-