you will get 2 Boundcon videos for your final update of the week

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run time 1 hour

There is a yearly bondage event in Munich Germany called Boundcon. I just love the event.  If you have been meaning to go, I highly recommend it. If you like bondage I can’t think of a better way to spend a weekend. Shibari, DID, metal bondage, leather bondage are all represented. There are various different stages with performances happening at all times aside from the behind the stage fan shootings. There are also about 100 vendors selling high end fetish goods. There is a VIP bar with a buffet that goes on all day and night. The VIP area has tons of sitting down to rest space with their own stage area. The organizer puts together fan photoshooting for people that would like backstage access to shooting people in the industry. This is one of those hour long fan photoshootings with Carissa Montgomery, Fayth on Fire, Tony and I from 2013. We don’t get any time to rehearse anything or meet with one another about what we will do so we just kind of make it up as we go. We do various gags and bondage positions on one another and it is all shot well by someone hired by the event organizer in real time. My only complaint about this situation is the really harsh lighting back there. It isn’t flattering on even the 20 year old perfect people, but hey it is live bondage.  I am especially fond of the event hotel where they don’t seem to mind if we are doing bondage in the hotel room hallways or if someone is tied up on the table during dinner- and yes the hotel is open to regular folks at that time! Nope…you wouldn’t see that happening in the USA, not even in the most open minded areas. I am missing this year for the first time in years, however another Boundcon by the same organizer is happening in October in Vienna. I hope to make it there and to the Venus Fair in Berlin.

This was a custom clip for Adara

2nd clip update of the week

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run time almost 40 minutes

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30 minutes

Adara is a private detective that was not very private about her detecting. She was caught by the woman she was watching. When the scene stars the domme brings the detective in on a leash, wearing a ballgag. She is carrying her purse behind her in her tied hands. She is tied off standing and the detective goes through her purse and finds some of those folded up flat shoes. She makes the PI get to the floor and lick her red bottom shoes, the top and bottom. JJ tells her that her new role will be to act as a foot slave for the rest of her life. She teases Adara about the ugly flats she finds in her purse. She asks her if she is the type of woman to go home from the bar with a man in a cute heels and dress only to do the walk of shame in those ugly fold up flats the next day. She takes her heels off and puts the ugly flats on and makes the PI Adara lick them. Then she stuffs one in her mouth and uses a pair of pantyhose to keep it in her mouth. She watches her squirm around in bondage before getting out a bench for her to lean over so she can be banged with that filthy little shoe in her mouth. Before she is done she places the other one OVER her face. When the banging is done, she puts the PIs own dirty panties in her mouth and uses clear tape to keep them in her mouth.  She tells Adara about what her new life will be like. The PI feels helpless and vulnerable for the first time in her life. The domme takes her heel and threatens to shove it in her pussy if she doesn’t behave. Adara is put in a hogtie and nipple clamps are added to her and she is left wallowing in self pity while JJ runs off to see a new client.

BONUS CLIP:

I talk and try on lots of gags. Most of them are pretty challenging. You can see my eyes get watery and watch me go silent trying to concentrate on not gagging….

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run time 34 minutes

The first gag was a normal size ballgag- tiny on me. Then I took it off the strap and put the ball in my mouth, strap over it then bandaging around it. Yikes, a little scary. Then the giant open mouth gag, I can almost wear it as a bracelet it is so big. Once that is in for a bit I put the small ball inside it and wrap clear tape around my head. Interesting.  Then I stuff my cheeks  with a thong and a sock and wrap duct tape around my head, over that microfoam tape. Then I draw big lips on and put a lace panty over my face momentarily. Now is huge ballgag time. It is hard and not forgiving. It takes me a minute to get it in. I’m a bit stressed so naturally my jaw locks. I manage though! You can find this size at hottbonds.com- and the small ones too….Then it is time for a pink half slip to go in. I use clear tape to keep that in place. I suffer keeping it together for a minute. It is huge and fabric softener is not pleasant in my mouth…Then a stocking cap goes on. I can’t see what I’m doing but I put white tape around my head. Wow. My profile is entirely different with a slip in my mouth. Imagine that…Then end folks!!!

1st update of the week

So last August I posted a clip of this woman called Snitches get stitches. It was her first DID clip. She is someone I hung around with in college. Her reaction was wild. She has been wanting to do more. I decide that perhaps a consensual clip would be better for her… Her outfit and my fishnets came from just figures dot com.

 

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run time 50 minutes

I forget that not all humans that try bondage and are drawn to it are especially comfortable with it or good with it. Her reactions are all 100% real and not those of an experienced fetish model that knows what the sites expect her to do. I really love it though I wish I could get her calm enough to get her into a really good tie…. I start tying up her legs and chatting a lot with her. She has just told me that she is 43 and at her sexual peak. I have her stuff her mouth and then I wrap her head with vetwrap and then microfoam tape and she immediately is on another planet, with her hands free grasping at her face trying to fight the urge to remove the gag. She is able to keep it on for a couple minutes as I keep count for her. I’ve never seen someone react like this to gags.  I find a big ballgag for me and think that maybe it will help ease her mind, but I don’t think it does….Throughout the clip she gets a big red ballgag, a little wooden gag, a harness gag with open mouth piece, made by hottbonds.com. Her reaction is to try to push them all out. I can see her battling herself to keep them in. I end up moving her bondage to hands in front. I go to get a hitachi…. I’ve probably only done 2 hitachi clips in the 7 years since I’ve done bondage clips but I want her to experience it in bondage. She has never even heard of one. I drop it into her lap. She is able to relax enough to get off- admittedly it is the first time she has ever orgasmed in front of people that are not doing it to her. I really want to hogtie her but she is totally done….afterall it has been almost an hour of ropes and gags for her…

Hi Everyone,

So I was supposed to shoot Rachel Adams the other day but she got into a terrible car accident on her way up. She is ok but the car is totaled. Rachel is a single mom of two little boys. She doesn’t have help from the father or much help from her family members and she doesn’t hustle men for free stuff. Yeah, you know the type….. She is a waitress at a diner and and does all types of modeling. She goes without so her kids have. She doesn’t even LIKE bondage but she is the best bondage model I work with on a regular basis. She never bails…I know many of you follow futilestruggles and she gets through all of his stuff when a lot of the more well known “tough” girls bail because lets face it a lot of them are used to getting paid A LOT for very little. Unlike a lot of bondage ladies Rachel actually appreciates every penny she makes doing fetish work and thinks she is lucky to be able to make such quick money. She is such a gentle soul- never even been drunk or smoked pot in her life!!! She just works and works and makes sure those kids are ok. She doesn’t complain, she doesn’t feel entitled, she doesn’t get to treat herself to fancy clothes or massages. She is one of the good ones. She will be back May 6. If any of you have ever considered a custom with Rachel now would be a great time. She could use the funds even more than usual and she will definitely get through the shoot. Rachel can do a reverse prayer, her elbows can touch for short periods of time, she can do all the gags, she does get nude but no toys or penetration. In case you aren’t sure which one Rachel is here she is….Generally if your custom works with the theme of the site- hosiery/ heels etc I do them pretty darn cheap. If not they are a little bit more.  You have to send me details before I can give you a price jj@borntobebound.com. Tony will also be here- he can an additional bad guy, the bad guy or just film.

On another note I was supposed to shoot Wenona today who was traveling back through town on the way out. She came back in last night. She was supposed to be ready to shoot at 5pm, but she had to go get one of those tests for Kink.com and runs some errands and still wasn’t back at 745pm. I am for sure a night owl but  I was really out of the mood to shoot and had continued my day with other work. I was ready to shoot at 530pm the last time we shot and she wasn’t ready until after 930pm…I’m not even sure why. She was staying here and I did her hair and makeup, lol. Anyway for those of you that are fans of her I did 3 shoots total. I had a gizzilion other plans for her since her body bends in ways I don’t get access to and I would have thought we would have gotten at least 10 in for the amount of time she was staying here but nope…. So anyway I have a lot less content now that I want to have since her shoots didn’t go as planned and Rachel got in a wreck.

Wednesday night the blond here will be back. Wow, time flies…It was August when she was here. That was her first clip and she has been fantasizing about doing more and more!! So hopefully that goes well. Then Friday night I finally get to tie up a regular on gotcuffs that several of you have written to me about- she goes by Dorthy there. I guess now she knows/ trusts me enough to try some real bondage and gags after doing some wimpy stuff with Tony. She is real natural beauty and ity bitty with nice curves.  In May all the traveling girls stop by because winter is over of course!!

In other news Steve Villa and I have partnered up for an entirely different kind of site that some of you will not be into at all but others of you will be absolutely delighted about!!! The website will be called sometimesagurl.com and will feature me tieing up tgirls and tgirls tying up tgirls. It will be a membership site like this and a clips4sale site as well. Lots of caught cross dressing scenarios! This was something I wanted to do years ago before I decided to buy out girdlebound.com and create just figures dot com and I shot a little bit here and there and then life got in the way.  I plan to do bulk shooting for it a few times a year with Steve because I have very little free time in my life, however I am very excited about it and we are looking forward to getting storyline ideas from those interested in contributing and if you’d like to model please contact Steve Villa on fetlife.com and title it modeling for sometimesagurl. You must show your face and sign a model release, end of story.  Steve and his wife Vanessa are retired from their day jobs with a bit more time for messages and setting up shoots right now and Tony and I are so swamped we barely have time to brush our teeth.  By all means if you’d just like to talk to me about it please send an email. I’m just not a good email buddy… We hope to add sexy stories and art as well and link to the contributor whenever possible and make the site a little more interactive for members. While I’m shooting for sometimesagurl in June I’ll also be working on shooting for my retail site shapewearforme.com. I will sell most of the same items I offer at just figures but it will all be modeled by men and tgirls. If any of you know of another lingerie/ shapewear retail site doing this (featuring naturally born men in ladies lingerie) can you please let me know? I’m really not sure what my competition is like and I’d prefer not to step on any toes…

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last update of last week…

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run time 16 minutes

 Adara is working in an office. She hears a noise out in the shop and heads out to see what it is. She is greeted by two people that plan to tie her up and rob the place and they do just that…She is held bent over against the box and tied up. She is gagged with her own scarf and microfoam tape the robbers brought but it is not enough. They grab packing tape from the shop and add it. They hoist her up onto the box and hogtie her before going to the office to look for petty cash. They come back because they find little money. Her gag is removed so she can tell them where to look but they just stuff her mouth again with her scarf and wrap her head with tape before taking off. The hogtie rope was tied to her elbow ropes and she pulls and pulls to loosen it. She gets the hogtie loosened a bit. The elbow ropes gather at her wrists, but her wrists are tied so tightly she can’t get herself untied any more. She is so close to be able to slide down off the box to hop away for help but no luck, she is stuck up there until someone comes to untie her in the am…

BONUS CLIP

(from 2008 with Eric Cain)

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run time 16 minutes

written from Eric Cains perspective.

my perspective: My cheap catsuit was ripping at the seams so I wanted to do something that would destroy it all the way. I’m not so sure this was it but I hated this. I don’t think being tied with my legs spread at all is very lady like. (I know that sounds strange since I swear like a sailor. I also can’t relax at all or space out tied spread s0 I was flat out pissed, lol.)

This clip starts with JJ already strung up and ankles tied. You see earlier I caught her snooping around outside wearing this black spandex ninja like outfit. I’m not sure what she’s up to, but I plan to find out. I wake her by dousing water in her face. I ask her why she’s here, but I get no response. I stuff her mouth and then wrap it with microfoam tape. I then hoist her up a little more. I halfway untie her ankles before letting her down and forcing her to sit on a stool. Her ankles are now tied out to the side to rings bolted to the floor. I now force her to lay back, and I use the same rope that I had her strung up with and tie it to another hitching ring. J is left to struggle in her precarious position for about a minute and a half, before I return with more rope. I fashion a crotchrope and attach it to the overhead hoist and tighten it up!! JJ screams through her gag as I do. I let her struggle for a while again, before I once again ask her why she was snooping. She’s still defiant. I slap her inner thighs before leaving her for the night. I’m guessing by morning she’ll be willing to cooperate!

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run time 47 minutes

This is another clip that I appeared in with Eric Cain in 2012. I’m sorry for the out of date update, you will get a bonus update this weekend some time too.

Hannah is a dirty District attorney who will do whatever it takes to make the big bucks, even if that means sending innocent people to prison. She uses her good looks and charms (A nice way to put it) to persuade judges and make deals with other lawyers (lieyers as I like to call them). Unfortunately for Hannah, she lives for the moment or instant gratification. She never stops to wonder what will happen when these innocent people get out. She finds out today. The clip starts with Hannah, wearing a skirt and blazer, kneeling on a hard concrete floor. She has a thick leather collar around her neck, which is padlocked to a rigid pipe, forcing her to stay on her knees. She is ball gagged and her wrists are bound behind her back with thick rigid steel cuffs. Eric walks in with JJ and tells her that this is the surprise he was telling her about. Both Eric and JJ have just recently been released and they are hungry for revenge! They walk up to their kneeling captive. They run their hands lightly over her as the taunt her. The collar is tight!, and JJ enjoys watching Hannah fight to breathe as Eric starts binding Hannah with rope. Once a chest harness is in place, he releases her wrists knowing she isn’t going anywhere since her neck is still padlocked. They invite her to try and get up. She tries, but doesn’t get very far. JJ tells her she’d better jjust get back on her knees before she hurts herself. Hannah must agree, because she complies. Eric then starts binding her arms. As her elbows are being welded together, JJ removes her ballgag. Hannah starts pleading with her captors, promising money. No amount of money will give JJ and Eric back the time they lost, nor will any amount of money compensate for the satisfaction that they will get tormenting her. They explain to her how they plan to keep her in a cage for the next 5 years. Hannah seems upset by the thought of this. Eric eventually rips open her blazer and manhandles some DA tits, before he continues to bind her with the unforgiving rope. In the process Hannah’s skirt is removed and so are her shoes. JJ uses a thin paddle on her feet as Eric continues adding more rope. He ties her right knee to her neck, so there’s no way she can run away, before taking a break to watch her struggle on the hard, dirty floor. It’s not long before they are back. Eric ties a rope into her hair and then goes to get a gag as JJ holds onto the rope like a leash. It seems they have grown tired of Hannah’s mouth spewing out promises and threats. Eric displays 2 huge pairs of satin panties in front of Hannah’s face. He then works both pairs into Hannah’s unwilling mouth. A full roll of vetwrap and black tape, make sure they stay there. They roll her onto the hard concrete floor and enjoy watching her squirm and struggle. It’s obvious she is having a hard time with the extreme gag. It’s not long before she starts to choke. They remove it. They have a better idea for a gag anyway. They ring gag her with a large spider ring gag. JJ announces that Hannah will later be giving lots of blow jobs while in captivity! Eric adds a rope cuff to her free ankle and ties it back. Hannah is now tied in a ball/hog tie hybrid. Hannah’s hair is also tied back very tightly. Eric then walks over with a shiny metal thingamajig. Hannah wonders what it could possibly be used for. She soon finds out as Eric hooks her nostrils with it and painfully ties it back. Eric frogties her right leg as well, making her even more helpless. Nasty green clamps are applied to Hannah’s poor nipples. Eric slaps her ass a few times and enjoys watching her twitch and jerk. They then leave, but soon return with sticks to poke and slap her with. Hannah is left on the floor, while Eric and JJ make some phone calls. It seems like there are many people interested in revenge. Hannah sure doesn’t seem to be well like by anyone other than judges and other high powered attorneys. At the end of the clip Eric unties her knee from her neck to make it easier to transport her. He also removes the clamps.

 

Oddly enough many of you have asked to see wedding photos so here are some that include some familiar faces to you bondage fans. I have not included other attendees out of respect for them, lol.

Some of you know Tony from gotcuffs is the man that built my borntobebound website and my long time boyfriend. We got married in Vegas April 4, a somewhat spur of the moment decision because we were already going to be there for a big lingerie convention for my other career. My parents announced that they would also be in Vegas then. I had finally talked my dad into attending Viva Las Vegas the big pin up and rockabilly convention with a huge car show. He is a big car enthusiast with a 57 chevy convertible himself. My mom HATES to travel and isn’t in the best health so I don’t think she will be going to Vegas again. My parents are very old school….they don’t know much about my life (my father did not speak to me for 3 years 2008-2011 but that is over) but they do like Tony and always wished that we were married. We decided to get married as a surprise, only I blew the surprise and told my mom who told others and invited others.  After dating 6 years my parents got married in Vegas with only 2 people attending so I never thought my mom would blab since her wedding was tiny. Since my mom told I told as well, and many of my favorite people came even though it was Easter weekend and we had just decided to do it a little over a month prior. It was all very last minute and but came together nicely with minimal stress.

When we decided to get married we wanted to do it where my parents got married but it didn’t exist anymore so I thought about the Neon Museum after being bored by the looks of the chapels. I had never gotten to the sign graveyard but always wanted to go because I love old things, to put it mildly. They had wedding packages available at the same rates as the chapels so I booked it.  I never pictured a dream wedding because I never wanted a wedding but I don’t think I would have changed anything, aside from my dress. I went real conservative to please my folks but conservative does not work on this not so conservative figure, lol. Oh and Tony chose this hair color, he just loves it although he hates all other not natural looking colors. It was really amazing having my bondage family there with me. I didn’t discover bondage until 2006 with Eric Cain (my best friend now) but it changed my life. The majority of my friends from elementary school and later tossed me out of their lives for being into bondage in 2008 when I let the cat out of the bag and left my fancy career…I also had nothing to contribute like I did before- executive suites at all the sports events and concerts here and I certainly couldn’t attend one of their dinner parties and mention what I do for a living (which I never would have done). Anyway, I thought they would be happy for me finding something I loved but it didn’t work out that way at all. I was starting over basically alone and scared without that big expense account I had known so well and I needed my old friends, but they didn’t exist…  I’m happy to have found a group of like minded individuals that also know what it is like to have a taboo career in real life. I think it is important to have a peer group whenever possible.

It was also a magical thing to find Tony, a person that could satisfy my vanilla tastes, my kinky tastes and someone that fully supports my decision to do what I do on the internet. I am a relationship kind of person and not really poly but there were several years that I thought for sure I would have a vanilla boyfriend to do regular life with and then a side person(s) for the other things- something that I am sure many of you completely understand because some of your spouses are not ok with you looking at this site and want nothing to do with your fetish aside from forgetting you ever mentioned it, so just imagine doing your kink on the website for the world to see. Imagine the impact that has on your life….Anyway I don’t want to say that I had given up hope, but I had just kind of accepted my fate when Dixie delivered Tony to my door for a shoot. I was 100 percent the real me, not putting on a false front or being shy because I thought we would date. I just thought he was another producer, but I quickly realized we were soul mates. We were into our 30s, neither of us NEEDED a partner, both of us knew exactly who we were, neither of us are insecure or judgmental about our unusual career choices,  neither of us want children, our deep dirty secrets were plastered all over the internet, our morals are very similar, he loved Eric Cain as much as I did and didn’t see him as a threat, lol. Plus he could build my site and not rip me off.  I was doing very well on clips4sale but didn’t want all my eggs in one basked. I wanted a site I just did not trust any of my options because of some bad experiences in the past and I am not tech savvy enough to set it up on my own…. Anyway, we just made sense when very little in my life was making sense. We are well partnered but with both of us retaining our unique personalities. He stood by me through last years hellish nightmare after nightmare I’m quite sure he will stand by me when things are ugly down the road.

Anyway it was a beautiful day spent with loved ones. There are usually a million things weighing heavily on my mind but that day there was not, those are the best days in life aren’t they? Oh and my dad reimbursed me for the wedding and the trip that I had already booked because of the International Lingerie Convention so how great is that? Now we have a few extra bucks so I ordered some new products for my lingerie site just figures dot com and we have a few bucks left to finish the retro kitchen renovation in the bank  (studio) basement. I refuse to charge up credit cards or take out a loan so things are done ever so slowly around here…Some days it takes every ounce of goodness in me not to just take out a huge loan and have it all done I tell you…

I’ll stop rambling now, if you could care less about any of this and are just here for the porn I completely understand and respect that and I thank you for your patronage, however without Tony you would probably be forced to over pay for clips at my store there because I would have been too afraid to do a site with anyone else, lol.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

1st update of the week

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run time 35 minutes

Wenona comes home and reads a letter from her lover to tie up her knees, gag herself, put nipple clamps on and to blindfold herself. The kinky woman happily obliges and stuffs panties in her mouth. What she doesn’t know is that the person that wrote the note was her lovers wife who has some help her best friend. Wenona is a yoga instructor and lately JJ’s husband has taken a liking to yoga, so much so that he is banging her. The two try to humiliate the woman. They add more rope while she is blindfolded. She believes it is her lover. They remove the blindfold and she sees what is happening. The regag her they make her walk around in the heels, the tie her up more and crotch rope her. They decide to test her flexibility put her legs behind her bed. They twist the nipple clamps upside down. The change up the position and tie her into the splits! They slap her and call her names. They swap out her ballgag for stuffing and a cleave gag. Finally they leave her that way with soaking wet panties that were in her mouth over her head. Maybe she will stop banging the guy, but probably not she doesn’t seem to mind her predicament as much as she should