Journal Update
Hey everyone, I got behind on the updates, honestly I’m not so sure how behind I am or perhaps I’m legit caught up? I haven’t done the math but I’m gonna say that the one that I posted of Raven, Genevieve and Cinched will start as the first update of the week lets say with a clean slate.
Although I’m in fairly good physical health for me, lol and doing my best to keep on track the situation I mentioned in December is still occupying much of my mind, body, soul….but life must go on just very carefully- I’m sorry to be cryptic I’m generally pretty freaking honest about things but this isn’t just about me, it is just screwing up every single aspect of my life.
Sooo I’m off to Florida tomorrow. I had been wanting to go because I NEED vitamin D and a change of scenery but didn’t really set anything up since I booked the ticket last minute and I haven’t been in my emails since December but my pal Eric Cain got a couple customs that I believe I can do which provided my way down without having to contact a bunch of people. I’ll be staying with him a few days and Gigi and Jim Hunter. I won’t even have a vehicle and since I’m a control freak in some ways that is going to be interesting.
Soooo as of tonight I have contacted recent Florida transplant Sahrye. I like her a lot. If you’d like a custom please email jj at borntobebound dot com and say SAHRYE. I haven’t been in my emails since December and I’m EXTREMELY anxious about it….I’ll be starting with the potential Florida custom emails. We don’t have anything solid set up but she did say she had a couple of available days while I was there.
I’ll be shooting Whitney Morgan the 28th and that day I do have access to the outdoors, weather permitting . I shot her in 2011 or 2012 and she handled A LOT of MEAN ties in a row with zero complaints. I never ran into her again but thought of that day fondly and saw her photo appear one day when I logged into instagram soo I instant messaged her on instagram and she agreed to meet up. I like easy interactions!!
I don’t think I’ll be able to handle anymore Eric clips but I will be with Gigi and Jim Hunter and those are also potential custom people too!
Also I will be seeing Fayth on Fire and she can do customs happily
So I’m alive, maybe not kicking but treading water and trying to be grateful for what is good!
Oh and yup tons of snow melted here in metro Detroit and then it rained for two days so the bank basement was flooded when I got over there this morning. Luckily what little that we have downstairs now Tony put up on blocks last night- but there is still a matter of sanitizing and it is still heart breaking. The building is gonna go….it will be bittersweet.
So anyway I know I am the worst webmistress out here. I am very detached from the internet and just trying to deal with what is in from of me physically or with the few people I text with or see in real life. I’m very present and friendly and affectionate in person actually but that little bit with people in real life seems to be all I’ve had to give for a while now. I am however very appreciative of you guys that have remained members and continued to buy clips and I know there are so many incredible relationships I’ve been missing out on…
I’m optimistic that I’ll be back to regular contact with everyone soon and apologize about these anxiety and boundary issues I’ve had.
I’d like to session again as well…I’m just sooo emotionally involved, I need to be in the right headspace to give you your monies worth-
Fondly,
JJ
Oh and my only appearance on social media as of now is on my instagram account which is private
plush1 but I’ll add adults that ask –