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JOURNAL UPDATE:

Sorry for 2 old updates tonight, but hey even though they are both me in rope I look different in each one. I hope some of you enjoy the blasts from the past.  I bet I’d be good at starting a life someplace as a new person if I  tried. HHHHMMMMM.

Anyway there will be a brand new weekend update at some point this weekend and I’ll upload an additional older clip  bonus as well.

We had a lot of terrible days in a row over here. The main event, my mentor and biggest cheerleader in life died. Nope not a relative or childhood friend but someone I met because of what I do now in 2006, and helped nurse me back to health when things fell apart in 20o8. I was sad, suddenly broke and alone and starting over. He had faith in me and urged me to follow my heart and to take the road less traveled. Not all of us get unconditional love from our families and not all of us get support from the people we think would be most supportive when rough times appear. Anyway this man stepped up, picked me up, brushed me off and was my biggest cheerleader the last 7 years of my life. I always told him how appreciative I was thankfully. I did not take him for granted. He was never the healthiest man but I thought I had another 5 years before I’d have to say goodbye. I thought he could see me get to where I really want to be in life, but I know he was proud anyway. Tomorrow/ later today is his funeral and I’m not good at funerals. His wife fully approved of his affection for me, they chose to never have children, but they were certainly capable of loving. I’ll stop bitching now, it has gotta be a giant turn off. Oh and on the very next day my father in law had a heart attack and he has always been a healthy man. He is stable, luckily.

The funeral is 1.5 hrs away at noon and it is already 4:10am I’ve been able to get to sleep around 9:30am most days so there may be no sleep at all. After that I have to pull myself together to shoot Samantha Grace. It might be a stocking cap or mask kind of night. The day my friend died I had several customs to shoot with Riley Rose and Ariyana. I could not cancel because there would not be time to get us all back together for 3 weeks. I guess it was better to stay busy anyway.

Yesterday I shot for the new adventures: shapewearforme.com featuring mostly the lingerie I sell at just figuresdotcom but marketed towards crossdressers and I also shot the first clips for sometimesagurl.com. If you like crossdressers/ tv in bondage check out the clips4sale site . In a few months it will be a membership site as well.

Tonight Steve Villa and I shot a couple two bad guy clips with Bella Ink and a cutie pie traveling with her named Maria. They were fun and bendy.

Zero time to slow down over here but sometimes it is good to stay too busy to think…

There is still time for a Samantha Grace Custom tonight.  I have a long car ride, I can field emails, if I’m not asleep…So if you want one go ahead and send an email about it. jj@borntobebound.com.  like I said in a previous update I’m doing them VERY cheap right now if they fit the site. I get in the mood and I get out of the mood….I’m in the mood.

 If you’d like me to top Jenny Page in a video from sometimesagurl.com that is possible too. Just check out the clip4sale store to see Jenny, or Jenny Page on fetlife.com. Jenny can tie me too actually and we will do cheap customs for some fun storylines.

Have a great day everyone! I’m going to try.

                                                                                                                                                                                                    Journal Update

So for years Tony/Gotcuffs my fella has been working on a site called onebondageplace.com. He knew exactly what he wanted but it wasn’t easy to do. It is finally to his liking. If you aren’t into membership sites and you find yourself overpaying at clips4sale and having to punch in your credit card information for various stores you will like what onebondageplace.com has to offer you- on a much smaller scale of course. When you buy a clip at onebondageplace.com it will ALWAYS be available to stream there. You simply login and watch the clip for years to come in your own personal library. So you can download or stream to any device.  At clips4sale you have to check out separately for each store you visit, at onebondageplace.com you will be able to buy clips from any store and check out only one time. PLUS like I said your clips will be stored so if wifey comes and clears off your bondage collection, or you get the blue screen of death or you don’t want to save long videos to your computer etc, etc you now have this comfy solution.

There isn’t much there now, but I will start to update it when I update this site and I’ll add some of the most popular borntobebound clips there as I can….

I believe the other sites we host futilestruggles.com and gndbondage.com and olderwomentied.com will also be updating there as well as gotcuffs and down the road we will welcome any of the bondage sites that want to offer clips there.  So if you are one of the producers that check out borntobebound and would like to offer your clips at onebondageplace.com please write to Tony  tony@onebondageplace.com

The best news is we can offer a better rate per clip than clips4sale allows for.  A finished project on our side is always good news around here since there are hundreds of things hanging over our heads at all times, though I admit I had nothing to do with this incredible task. I am not a technical person.

Moving on, my birthday was June 2 and I wasn’t in the mood for it. Sadly that didn’t change that it happened so next year I’ll be in the mood for it and blurt it out and take well wishes, cards, flowers and gifts. You don’t know how much they brighten your day until they aren’t there, lol.

The bondage schedule this month is HEAVY !  I’m doing customs CHEAP if they fit the site simply because I’m not full of clip ideas and help with modeling fees and clip ideas sound pretty good to me right now because my mind is all over the place.  PLEASE when you write me just don’t ask how much for such and such girl. PLEASE read this and then write me with your inquiry.   Here is the line up if you are interested in a custom. If you don’t know who the ladies are and you might want a custom type their name in the side bar. Things will come up:

June 13 Adara – Ohio

June 15 Ariyana Nomez AND Riley Rose – Locals

June 17 shooting with Steve Villa for the new venture sometimesagurl.com

June 18 MAYBE Bella Ink- Florida – waiting on confirmation

June 19 Samantha Grace with Steve Villa/ Girl Next Door  – California

June 25, 27  Freshie Juice –

July 3  Rachel Adams- Ohio

July 16-19 Elane Hershey!  Virginia- Potential visit.   I love Elane so000000 much, some of my fondest bondage moments are with her. I have not seen her in YEARS. I have not seen her since I started tying people up! Fingers crossed that she can make it up because I would LOVE to see her and tie up those massive boobies and stuff that lushes mouth, tee hee!!

July 20-26 Monica Jade-NC not sure of our exact dates but she will be in town and I’ll be shooting her a few of those days.

Hannah Perez- Trying to entice her up this summer as well because many of you wrote and want more with her. A custom would seal the deal guys I’m suuuuure.

Hi Everyone,

So I was supposed to shoot Rachel Adams the other day but she got into a terrible car accident on her way up. She is ok but the car is totaled. Rachel is a single mom of two little boys. She doesn’t have help from the father or much help from her family members and she doesn’t hustle men for free stuff. Yeah, you know the type….. She is a waitress at a diner and and does all types of modeling. She goes without so her kids have. She doesn’t even LIKE bondage but she is the best bondage model I work with on a regular basis. She never bails…I know many of you follow futilestruggles and she gets through all of his stuff when a lot of the more well known “tough” girls bail because lets face it a lot of them are used to getting paid A LOT for very little. Unlike a lot of bondage ladies Rachel actually appreciates every penny she makes doing fetish work and thinks she is lucky to be able to make such quick money. She is such a gentle soul- never even been drunk or smoked pot in her life!!! She just works and works and makes sure those kids are ok. She doesn’t complain, she doesn’t feel entitled, she doesn’t get to treat herself to fancy clothes or massages. She is one of the good ones. She will be back May 6. If any of you have ever considered a custom with Rachel now would be a great time. She could use the funds even more than usual and she will definitely get through the shoot. Rachel can do a reverse prayer, her elbows can touch for short periods of time, she can do all the gags, she does get nude but no toys or penetration. In case you aren’t sure which one Rachel is here she is….Generally if your custom works with the theme of the site- hosiery/ heels etc I do them pretty darn cheap. If not they are a little bit more.  You have to send me details before I can give you a price jj@borntobebound.com. Tony will also be here- he can an additional bad guy, the bad guy or just film.

On another note I was supposed to shoot Wenona today who was traveling back through town on the way out. She came back in last night. She was supposed to be ready to shoot at 5pm, but she had to go get one of those tests for Kink.com and runs some errands and still wasn’t back at 745pm. I am for sure a night owl but  I was really out of the mood to shoot and had continued my day with other work. I was ready to shoot at 530pm the last time we shot and she wasn’t ready until after 930pm…I’m not even sure why. She was staying here and I did her hair and makeup, lol. Anyway for those of you that are fans of her I did 3 shoots total. I had a gizzilion other plans for her since her body bends in ways I don’t get access to and I would have thought we would have gotten at least 10 in for the amount of time she was staying here but nope…. So anyway I have a lot less content now that I want to have since her shoots didn’t go as planned and Rachel got in a wreck.

Wednesday night the blond here will be back. Wow, time flies…It was August when she was here. That was her first clip and she has been fantasizing about doing more and more!! So hopefully that goes well. Then Friday night I finally get to tie up a regular on gotcuffs that several of you have written to me about- she goes by Dorthy there. I guess now she knows/ trusts me enough to try some real bondage and gags after doing some wimpy stuff with Tony. She is real natural beauty and ity bitty with nice curves.  In May all the traveling girls stop by because winter is over of course!!

In other news Steve Villa and I have partnered up for an entirely different kind of site that some of you will not be into at all but others of you will be absolutely delighted about!!! The website will be called sometimesagurl.com and will feature me tieing up tgirls and tgirls tying up tgirls. It will be a membership site like this and a clips4sale site as well. Lots of caught cross dressing scenarios! This was something I wanted to do years ago before I decided to buy out girdlebound.com and create just figures dot com and I shot a little bit here and there and then life got in the way.  I plan to do bulk shooting for it a few times a year with Steve because I have very little free time in my life, however I am very excited about it and we are looking forward to getting storyline ideas from those interested in contributing and if you’d like to model please contact Steve Villa on fetlife.com and title it modeling for sometimesagurl. You must show your face and sign a model release, end of story.  Steve and his wife Vanessa are retired from their day jobs with a bit more time for messages and setting up shoots right now and Tony and I are so swamped we barely have time to brush our teeth.  By all means if you’d just like to talk to me about it please send an email. I’m just not a good email buddy… We hope to add sexy stories and art as well and link to the contributor whenever possible and make the site a little more interactive for members. While I’m shooting for sometimesagurl in June I’ll also be working on shooting for my retail site shapewearforme.com. I will sell most of the same items I offer at just figures but it will all be modeled by men and tgirls. If any of you know of another lingerie/ shapewear retail site doing this (featuring naturally born men in ladies lingerie) can you please let me know? I’m really not sure what my competition is like and I’d prefer not to step on any toes…

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Oddly enough many of you have asked to see wedding photos so here are some that include some familiar faces to you bondage fans. I have not included other attendees out of respect for them, lol.

Some of you know Tony from gotcuffs is the man that built my borntobebound website and my long time boyfriend. We got married in Vegas April 4, a somewhat spur of the moment decision because we were already going to be there for a big lingerie convention for my other career. My parents announced that they would also be in Vegas then. I had finally talked my dad into attending Viva Las Vegas the big pin up and rockabilly convention with a huge car show. He is a big car enthusiast with a 57 chevy convertible himself. My mom HATES to travel and isn’t in the best health so I don’t think she will be going to Vegas again. My parents are very old school….they don’t know much about my life (my father did not speak to me for 3 years 2008-2011 but that is over) but they do like Tony and always wished that we were married. We decided to get married as a surprise, only I blew the surprise and told my mom who told others and invited others.  After dating 6 years my parents got married in Vegas with only 2 people attending so I never thought my mom would blab since her wedding was tiny. Since my mom told I told as well, and many of my favorite people came even though it was Easter weekend and we had just decided to do it a little over a month prior. It was all very last minute and but came together nicely with minimal stress.

When we decided to get married we wanted to do it where my parents got married but it didn’t exist anymore so I thought about the Neon Museum after being bored by the looks of the chapels. I had never gotten to the sign graveyard but always wanted to go because I love old things, to put it mildly. They had wedding packages available at the same rates as the chapels so I booked it.  I never pictured a dream wedding because I never wanted a wedding but I don’t think I would have changed anything, aside from my dress. I went real conservative to please my folks but conservative does not work on this not so conservative figure, lol. Oh and Tony chose this hair color, he just loves it although he hates all other not natural looking colors. It was really amazing having my bondage family there with me. I didn’t discover bondage until 2006 with Eric Cain (my best friend now) but it changed my life. The majority of my friends from elementary school and later tossed me out of their lives for being into bondage in 2008 when I let the cat out of the bag and left my fancy career…I also had nothing to contribute like I did before- executive suites at all the sports events and concerts here and I certainly couldn’t attend one of their dinner parties and mention what I do for a living (which I never would have done). Anyway, I thought they would be happy for me finding something I loved but it didn’t work out that way at all. I was starting over basically alone and scared without that big expense account I had known so well and I needed my old friends, but they didn’t exist…  I’m happy to have found a group of like minded individuals that also know what it is like to have a taboo career in real life. I think it is important to have a peer group whenever possible.

It was also a magical thing to find Tony, a person that could satisfy my vanilla tastes, my kinky tastes and someone that fully supports my decision to do what I do on the internet. I am a relationship kind of person and not really poly but there were several years that I thought for sure I would have a vanilla boyfriend to do regular life with and then a side person(s) for the other things- something that I am sure many of you completely understand because some of your spouses are not ok with you looking at this site and want nothing to do with your fetish aside from forgetting you ever mentioned it, so just imagine doing your kink on the website for the world to see. Imagine the impact that has on your life….Anyway I don’t want to say that I had given up hope, but I had just kind of accepted my fate when Dixie delivered Tony to my door for a shoot. I was 100 percent the real me, not putting on a false front or being shy because I thought we would date. I just thought he was another producer, but I quickly realized we were soul mates. We were into our 30s, neither of us NEEDED a partner, both of us knew exactly who we were, neither of us are insecure or judgmental about our unusual career choices,  neither of us want children, our deep dirty secrets were plastered all over the internet, our morals are very similar, he loved Eric Cain as much as I did and didn’t see him as a threat, lol. Plus he could build my site and not rip me off.  I was doing very well on clips4sale but didn’t want all my eggs in one basked. I wanted a site I just did not trust any of my options because of some bad experiences in the past and I am not tech savvy enough to set it up on my own…. Anyway, we just made sense when very little in my life was making sense. We are well partnered but with both of us retaining our unique personalities. He stood by me through last years hellish nightmare after nightmare I’m quite sure he will stand by me when things are ugly down the road.

Anyway it was a beautiful day spent with loved ones. There are usually a million things weighing heavily on my mind but that day there was not, those are the best days in life aren’t they? Oh and my dad reimbursed me for the wedding and the trip that I had already booked because of the International Lingerie Convention so how great is that? Now we have a few extra bucks so I ordered some new products for my lingerie site just figures dot com and we have a few bucks left to finish the retro kitchen renovation in the bank  (studio) basement. I refuse to charge up credit cards or take out a loan so things are done ever so slowly around here…Some days it takes every ounce of goodness in me not to just take out a huge loan and have it all done I tell you…

I’ll stop rambling now, if you could care less about any of this and are just here for the porn I completely understand and respect that and I thank you for your patronage, however without Tony you would probably be forced to over pay for clips at my store there because I would have been too afraid to do a site with anyone else, lol.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hi Everyone,

This is very last minute but Wenona, as in Kinky Wenona the very physically fit brunette that has worked with Kink a bunch is here now.  If you would like a custom with her we can shoot it Saturday night as in tonight or next week when she is driving back down to Florida from Canada. Please just give me as many details as possible in your initial message to me and realize I won’t be back online until 4pm. She drove to Michigan from Texas to shoot $1300 worth of footage with someone that she has worked with several times and lets just say he screwed her over and she got $300 of that which doesn’t even cover gas…So a last minute custom would be helpful to her.

May 4th I’ll be shooting Monica Jade and May 18th Hannah Perez. It has been a while since I have worked with them and I’m not sure when it will happen again so if you would like a custom with either of them please let me know, jj@borntobebound.com. Please check out the custom section on the site before writing me about a custom, find that here: http://borntobebound.com/updates/?page_id=1439

Also Terra Mizu will be here June 8th and 9th. I have never shot her but she is all over clips4sale and very bendy (she does not do topless though). She is also available for customs.

 

Happy weekend!JJ

Hi Everyone,

There is never a dull moment around here and time keeps flying by. I had been really dragging since right before Valentine’s Day and I couldn’t shake it and it was really getting to me. It turned out to be walking pneumonia I found out last Sunday, which I wasn’t even aware existed. It explained a lot. I was actually relieved to find out what was wrong and that it was fixable and it wasn’t just some kind of cold that I couldn’t shake. I shot soooooo many girls like that…. I told them all ahead of time I was really under the weather but they all wanted to come and make some money. I hope I didn’t pass it along. So if I look beyond exhausted in recent clips (which I do) the reason is walking pneumonia with veryyyy little downtime. However, lots of improvement with the antibiotics where supplements and cold medicine were not helping so that is good.

This Thursday night Steve Villa and his wife will be here for a few days so hopefully I will get some bondage from Steve and perhaps Scarlet will join us. Lets just hope I am as bendy as usual…..Thursday during the day the cutie pie Elizabeth Winters is coming to work for Tony at gotcuffs but she can’t do gags aside from a simple cleave so I struggle with her even though she is cute as a button since 90 percent of you seem to really dig difficult gags. Sunday Dakkota and Riley Rose will be here for a custom and I’ll do more with them and next week a cute newbie Nathalia Rhodes will come as well as Wenona! I need to stock pile some good footage. If you’d like a custom with any of those ladies send me an email jj@borntobebound.com. A custom that doesn’t involve multiple shoot locations or complicated scripts. I am not the right producer for that right now….

There have been many time consuming issues on my lingerie website and I am waiting for some changes to be made before I start advertising and I need more help with shipping and the little things. Being sick has worn on me and that magical 5 day vacation to Miami seems like it was a year ago now BUT it has been sunny, the snow is melting and the birds are chirping which is always a spirit brightener here in Detroit.

Last night we just cut away half of the studio bar (which was from an American Legion Hall here in the 60s- then later a machine shop was down here). We got a row of 50s metal cabinets for free and we are going to do a little retro kitchen set, complete with boomerang counters and black and white tile floor. It will be a cute little area to do some girdle bondage and photos in AND be functional for us. We had planned on doing a little kitchen near the bar next year but the freebie moved that project wayyyyyyyy up and since we are do it yourselfers this adds yet more work onto work but it will be worth it!  A week ago this wasn’t happening and now everything is torn apart.

That being said- to you guys that post my video clips on all of the illegal free forums and the porn upload sites, just think about what you are doing for one minute. We aren’t the Walmart of bondage over here. I started with nothing and worked very hard to get lots of gear, outfits and a studio. I still enjoy what I do and I TRY to keep it interesting and not just go through the motions.  Yes I have off times, I knowwwwww but I think what I offer here for the price is extremely reasonable considering what I pay models, for cameras, wardrobe, studio, editing time etc, etc. I invest a TON in this business and it pains me to see my stuff all over for free- and yes, some of you actually use the same username on those forums as here. I know who you are. If you could refrain please and think of me as one human working hard to give you something you enjoy and not this nonhuman on the internet please. If you enjoy watching me do what I do and you make it free for everyone else, how do you expect me to continue producing quality content? (Well quality for a team of 2, lol). If I told you my guesstimate at how much it costs me to produce a clip after I consider model fees, feeding them, gags, panties they keep, my time editing, bandwidth, online security, the co that removes my stolen content now, just the taxes and heating this place before I get a penny back you’d be VERY surprised. So to those of you that join the site or buy the clips thank you very much.  End of that rant…

So you might have seen that I had the bright red weave for a minute. It tangled and had to come out but Tony who is usually ultra conservative about hair styles loves it (maybe because it seemed like he was getting a new woman, lol) so it will be coming back soon…Sorry to those of you that really hated it. I’ve never committed to a tattoo but I have put my hair through all sorts of dreadful things over the years, but hey it isn’t permanent and life is short, my dark hair will be hidden under it safe and sound.

On a very different note Tony and I have decided to actually get married April 4 in Vegas. We had agreed to never marry but apparently we want to screw up a good thing (lol) so anyway April 4 in Vegas, a tiny wedding will occur! We decided a month ago when my parents told us they felt like going to Vegas too. We thought it would be a good idea, you know make the old conservative folks happy and do something on the normal side since we had agreed long ago that we were lifers. I’m very sure that since we made it through last year we can get through anything….The Viva Las Vegas (pin up, rockabilly, car show) will be happening and I haven’t been since 2009.  There is also a lingerie convention I need to attend. So life is moving a mile a minute because even planning a small wedding is time consuming, on top of the lingerie company, shooting, editing, remodeling the studio and being sick. The dress I ordered arrived today and looks more like a robe and the color is horrible so now I actually have to go out into the world and find something to wear which used to be one of my favorite things to do but with such a big work load these days I’ve lost the love for shopping.

So anyway, new to me models coming soon, a new “set” here coming soon, and a happening very suddenly Vegas wedding. No I’m not pregnant. I’m a mommy to many of my models and lots of messy pets and that is plenty enough mommying for this busy lady.

Anyone in Vegas that might like to meet us for a drink that week let me know (I’m serious).

I know many of you get frustrated that I’m not good at emailing back and forth. Sometimes I get to them and see a pleasant one or two and then something nasty because I didn’t respond. Please understand that I don’t mean to be rude, and it doesn’t mean that I don’t appreciate the fact that you enjoy my clips or my non-model looks or quirky demeanor, that is simply not the case. There just isn’t enough time in the day and I am very scattered. My yesterday hasn’t even ended yet and it is well after 7am….

However I chose this life…I’m not being held against my will.

That being said we will see what the future brings, definitely more bondage!

Goodnight.

JJ

 

 

JOURNAL UPDATE

I’ve decided to discontinue the wmv format. It ties my computer up for hours and hours rendering that way and by the looks of it most of you are using the mp4 format now.

The free time on the computer means that I’ll be able to take out the gagging and struggling portions in a lot of these new updates and export those. I know many of you really only want to see the gags going in and the struggling and now you will have that option often without having to jump around in the clips. Soo I’ll  continue to export the full mp4 and now you can expect to see shorter clips with a lot of those updates- not all of them, but a lot of them.

Also if you are a clip buyer and not a membership subscriber I’m launching an archive clips4sale store. I’m just waiting on the approval. You will be able to find it on clips4sale store number 79717 . The current borntobebound store is clips4sale store number 8358 I’ve gotta tell you though this borntobebound.com subscription site is a MUCH better deal, if you are into deals. I’m really into deals.

On another note I am shooting super curvy blond Vicious Vamp aka Michelle on Wednesday. If you want a custom with her message me as many details as possible to jj@borntobebound.com and I’ll get back to you with a price. She is a traveling model and could use the extra bucks.

I’m feeling a bit better about life, although I won’t be making it to Fetishcon as I had planned. My pockets are empty but the old building has now been cleaned up with tuck pointing the brick on the entire back wall, new gutters, a cement stoop across the back to prevent water from pooling. New glass block windows will go in this week along the back and the rubber roof will be patched in the bad spots. The next step is having an additional sump pump installed on the other end of the basement but after the disaster a few weeks ago we did get a bigger one for the current spot so no more floods. Having coffee on the porch looking out at the river is lovely but there is definitely a price to pay for that.

It is 5:28 am where I am and I haven’t been to sleep yet and I don’t see it happening any time soon.

I know a new year means another year older but I don’t care at this point. Are we there yet? I’m ready to clear the slate and start fresh. I’m over this year.

On a very happy night over at

bondageawards.com

You guys were kind enough to nominate me in all sorts of categories that I really don’t deserve nominations in!! It is round 2 there where you just click on the name of the person or site to cast your vote. Voting can be done daily…crazy I know. You need to sign up with an email address to help prevent cheating I guess.

The categories I’m most delighted about are best website and best clips4sale but you can also vote for me

under female domme, model, photographer, rigger & submissive categories! Unbelievable really!! Thanks a lot!!

JOURNAL UPDATE

Saturday night I’m shooting for the first time Pepper Sterling. She is tough AND bendy. Then I’m shooting her again on Sunday afternoon. I’ll be able to get a bunch of sets in. PLUS I’m having a makeup artist friend come on Sunday because I’ve never seen her all dolled up. Do you have storyline idea, tie or outfit you’d like to see her in? If so send it to me at jj@borntobebound.com. Also joining us Sunday will be Sass. They look to me to both me the same height and size so they will look nice together. Should I tie them back to back? Mummify them? Ideas please!!! Then Monday I am shooting Samantha Grace. It has been YEARS since I’ve worked with her!! The following day I’m shooting another newbie to me Gianna Love. I don’t know much about her aside from Eric Cain saying she did well for him. So I should be a breeze for her.  I’m not good at shooting that many days in a row….My brain doesn’t handle that well but I can’t pass up the travelers when they come.

My studio closet is bursting at the seams with corsets and latex and girdles and things I rarely shoot in…Are you guys interested in more of that or not so much????

Also I am attending Fetishcon this year. I don’t like to shoot there but is there a girl that attends that I don’t get to see regularly that you’d like to see on borntobebound?

I guess that is it for now…Have a nice weekend.

Below are some photos of me in a skirt from American mom and pops fetish shop hottbonds.com

JJ

JOURNAL UPDATE

I will be able to post the Anastassia wmv Wednesday night when I have my hard drive from the computer with the failed motherboard.

I picked up my mail today. Thank you so much to the few of you that sent cards and especially to Michelle who actually drew the last image I have of my cat Pate squeezing my finger in his last moments even though it made me cry…

So I had that laser treatment on my face a while back and I skipped my ten day checkup and went about my busy life. That was dumb. I actually went last Monday and they were mad. I have been babying my face with all natural stuff and I needed to be making it peel more so I wound up with some pretty bad dark marks, hyper-pigmentation. It wasn’t that hard to cover with makeup (the Anastassia clip I was healing and had heavy makeup on) and I knew I was going back for a treatment to take the red out, I thought the brown spots were the redness they would be getting out and I wasn’t in a hurry. I was wrong. They immediately gave me a chemical peel and my already tender face didn’t react well. I am still in hiding- hence the Riley Rose video with no me in it and the stocking over my face in tonights update. The redness isn’t that bad but it keeps peeling. Each time I think it is done within 10 minutes it is allllll back. I am furious with myself not following up. I thought I was saving time but I actually created a big setback and another reminder in life that nothing comes free- although I earned it with credits from sending people there I definitely paid for it with time!!! I can not wait to be comfortable in my own skin again.

Unfortunately I am really low on content because I have been working on the lingerie co so much, and then my face issue. If all goes as planned I have a shoot each night this week, two of them being new girls to bondage modeling- feel free to send quick scenario ideas to jj@borntobebound.com and label it STORY.

Take care everyone

JJ

JOURNAL UPDATE

I’m not very lucky….As promised I posted a bonus, but it was not the bonus I planned on posting.

My editing laptop which is only a few months old decided to die this afternoon. I can not get it to power up…I imagine it is just the port that the power supply plugs in to and not the motherboard…I hope so anyway. I also owe you the wmv for Fridays update and some photosets- all on that computer I will have to drop off to be fixed later today.  The only good thing that comes of this is that since I had to download an editing program anyway I decided to upgrade from Avid which I have been using to Adobe Premiere which is A LOT more customizable. I’ll be able to post high quality mp4s that you will all be able to stream to your computers, phones or tablets… It was not on the agenda but I just spent tonight learning the program and setting it up to export things properly and yes, I am outputting the Monday update right now. It is of Constance, so you will get your Monday update on Monday…I hope you all enjoyed your weekend. The Xball was a sellout and after the Girdlebound show I was able to relax, get tied up and have a great night out, which hasn’t happened since Vegas in January. A few of you came up and introduced yourselves. Thanks for that!!!! Eric Cain taped the show for me and I edited it a bit ago with Premiere and uploaded it to youtube. You can find it here X-BALL GIRDLEBOUND GIRLS