JOURNAL UPDATE:
Sorry for 2 old updates tonight, but hey even though they are both me in rope I look different in each one. I hope some of you enjoy the blasts from the past. I bet I’d be good at starting a life someplace as a new person if I tried. HHHHMMMMM.
Anyway there will be a brand new weekend update at some point this weekend and I’ll upload an additional older clip bonus as well.
We had a lot of terrible days in a row over here. The main event, my mentor and biggest cheerleader in life died. Nope not a relative or childhood friend but someone I met because of what I do now in 2006, and helped nurse me back to health when things fell apart in 20o8. I was sad, suddenly broke and alone and starting over. He had faith in me and urged me to follow my heart and to take the road less traveled. Not all of us get unconditional love from our families and not all of us get support from the people we think would be most supportive when rough times appear. Anyway this man stepped up, picked me up, brushed me off and was my biggest cheerleader the last 7 years of my life. I always told him how appreciative I was thankfully. I did not take him for granted. He was never the healthiest man but I thought I had another 5 years before I’d have to say goodbye. I thought he could see me get to where I really want to be in life, but I know he was proud anyway. Tomorrow/ later today is his funeral and I’m not good at funerals. His wife fully approved of his affection for me, they chose to never have children, but they were certainly capable of loving. I’ll stop bitching now, it has gotta be a giant turn off. Oh and on the very next day my father in law had a heart attack and he has always been a healthy man. He is stable, luckily.
The funeral is 1.5 hrs away at noon and it is already 4:10am I’ve been able to get to sleep around 9:30am most days so there may be no sleep at all. After that I have to pull myself together to shoot Samantha Grace. It might be a stocking cap or mask kind of night. The day my friend died I had several customs to shoot with Riley Rose and Ariyana. I could not cancel because there would not be time to get us all back together for 3 weeks. I guess it was better to stay busy anyway.
Yesterday I shot for the new adventures: shapewearforme.com featuring mostly the lingerie I sell at just figuresdotcom but marketed towards crossdressers and I also shot the first clips for sometimesagurl.com. If you like crossdressers/ tv in bondage check out the clips4sale site . In a few months it will be a membership site as well.
Tonight Steve Villa and I shot a couple two bad guy clips with Bella Ink and a cutie pie traveling with her named Maria. They were fun and bendy.
Zero time to slow down over here but sometimes it is good to stay too busy to think…
There is still time for a Samantha Grace Custom tonight. I have a long car ride, I can field emails, if I’m not asleep…So if you want one go ahead and send an email about it. jj@borntobebound.com. like I said in a previous update I’m doing them VERY cheap right now if they fit the site. I get in the mood and I get out of the mood….I’m in the mood.
If you’d like me to top Jenny Page in a video from sometimesagurl.com that is possible too. Just check out the clip4sale store to see Jenny, or Jenny Page on fetlife.com. Jenny can tie me too actually and we will do cheap customs for some fun storylines.
Have a great day everyone! I’m going to try.