JOURNAL UPDATE
I will be able to post the Anastassia wmv Wednesday night when I have my hard drive from the computer with the failed motherboard.
I picked up my mail today. Thank you so much to the few of you that sent cards and especially to Michelle who actually drew the last image I have of my cat Pate squeezing my finger in his last moments even though it made me cry…
So I had that laser treatment on my face a while back and I skipped my ten day checkup and went about my busy life. That was dumb. I actually went last Monday and they were mad. I have been babying my face with all natural stuff and I needed to be making it peel more so I wound up with some pretty bad dark marks, hyper-pigmentation. It wasn’t that hard to cover with makeup (the Anastassia clip I was healing and had heavy makeup on) and I knew I was going back for a treatment to take the red out, I thought the brown spots were the redness they would be getting out and I wasn’t in a hurry. I was wrong. They immediately gave me a chemical peel and my already tender face didn’t react well. I am still in hiding- hence the Riley Rose video with no me in it and the stocking over my face in tonights update. The redness isn’t that bad but it keeps peeling. Each time I think it is done within 10 minutes it is allllll back. I am furious with myself not following up. I thought I was saving time but I actually created a big setback and another reminder in life that nothing comes free- although I earned it with credits from sending people there I definitely paid for it with time!!! I can not wait to be comfortable in my own skin again.
Unfortunately I am really low on content because I have been working on the lingerie co so much, and then my face issue. If all goes as planned I have a shoot each night this week, two of them being new girls to bondage modeling- feel free to send quick scenario ideas to jj@borntobebound.com and label it STORY.
Take care everyone
JJ