Well I had really good intentions of getting many of those Ophelia customs edited yesterday but it seems my blood pressure is so low that I lost my vision for a while, not blind blind but it was like my eyes had permanently crossed and my vision was bouncing violently. This was absolutely horrific because it was a first and I had no idea what was happening. Luckily I wasn’t driving. It was a few hours after getting dizzy every time I stood and just feeling weak despite being fed and watered. Anyway I feel like a sloth and I’m emotional and headachy and my vision is blurry but not like yesterday…
I bit the bullet and ordered a full thyroid panel so I’m sure I’ll be going back on the thyroid meds. I was trying to live clean and heal myself because I’ve healed so many things without meds after being poisoned by meds for sooo long but…..I’m not winning at life, can’t say I didn’t try, also hate the weight roller coaster. I knew I was going downhill health wise but I was just going on like my normal and yesterday my body told me that wasn’t ok. It has been pretty hot here again in my home and in the studio which definitely made the situation much worse but Tuesday I get the central air replaced at home so that will be one less physical stressor.
So please bare with me for a little while if you are waiting on a custom or emails. The computer screen and I are not good friends right now.
Also my birthday is June 2 so if you come here and enjoy browsing the site but never join maybe it is time to join. I’ve got a lot of medical expenses coming up and that air and furnace. Sigh.
AND coming later today is Ophelia and I in a cutsy damsel clip with jeans and hosiery. I did get a couple clips done before I came undone. I’m just moving slow today…