I’m sorry for the late updates and the lack of emails I promised. I just got the worst news of my life via the mail and I have no idea what I’m going to do to fix what has been done to me. I’m in serious jeopardy of losing absolutely everything, everything and this has just all been unraveling since the holidays. Tonight was the worst of the worst. I’m horrified and I’m angry and I’m sad and disappointed and almost in absolute disbelief that this has become my life. First I’m sick then this. I haven’t forgotten about you all. I NEED to be in contact with decent human beings and to not be so closed off from the world. I need my faith in humanity renewed. I need to get custom videos so I can continue to shoot, so it is my own huge loss that I haven’t been able to focus on those things. I’m also sorry for being so cryptic.
Oh and I was so spoiled last week by Adara with a massage and gifts and had such a great Saturday at the music festival, so a least I have the recent awesome memories of those things! I am grateful for that!!
Anyway tomorrow expect to see my last ever clip of the super sexy Charlie Mancini that is exporting now and most likely Constance in teal disco jeans and tons of metal. For the last clip of the week most likely the custom rope clip Eric Cain just posted to his clip store of me from a visit to Florida a few months back.
Ok everybody thanks for hanging in here with me…
Oh and please, please don’t put this or any journal entries on twitter. Journal entries are for people that choose to check in here only. Many, many thanks- JJ