Hi everyone,
I think this is the absolute longest I have been away from emails and social media in my entire life but the good news is I’m healing. It has been interesting living in the real world and not the online world. I didn’t have to deal with my friends and family battling it out over Trump and Clinton. I haven’t felt the pressure to buy anyhing or look a certain way. I haven’t gotten annoyed or upset at anyone. I haven’t experienced any major illness in a couple weeks now and I believe I am aware of the triggers that knock me on my ass. I am now waking up at the time I was falling asleep the last couple years!!! I wake up feeling rested and hungry instead of exhausted and sick to my stomach. I haven’t felt the need to take my temp in a few weeks but I know it is way up- no more brain freezes, freezing or falling asleep limbs or serious skin disorders. I am having a cup of coffee maybe twice a week instead of several times daily. I haven’t needed anything for sleep or anxiety and I have a positive outlook. The best part is I never had my lady parts removed and I’m not on any prescription medication. I am in awe of the body and minds ability to heal given the right tools. Anyway, I’m on the upswing and loving it and hope to ease back into social media and other things that I’m slightly afraid will knock me off track. I’ve been doing absolutely everything possible to be to sleep early and get work done early, but after so many years as a night owl, even before the real illness set in it has been a big adjustment. I’m probably the only one in Detroit thankful that it is getting dark so early because it is helping me feel tired at the appropriate time. I haven’t felt as much (natural) energy in ages, perhaps never since childhood. My husband Tony can’t believe the changes in me.
Plus I feel like the supermoon may have brought me some good luck after years of horrible misfortune, lol. 12K in kitchen cabinets for 4K that we won’t be able to install until mid Dec and all new office furniture for my lingerie co for free from a family friend that retired and sold out. It took Tony and I 15 hours over the weekend to move the heavy stuff in and set it up but now that it is done I’m delighted.
So for those of you that recently sent gifts and are waiting on a password I’ll be in emails Friday night and I’ll make you all passwords and give you extra time. If you sent me emails ages ago and want to move to the front of the line please resend. Tony’s parents just decided to come to town for Thanksgiving two days ago so we spent a good portion of the afternoon making our home very clean and very vanilla.
but Friday it is back to shooting with Riley Jane
The 26th is Tonys bday!
The 28th Je C is back!
The 29th I’m shooting Amanda Marie – Amanda is available for bondage customs
The 30th I’m shooting Sahrye – yes she rescheduled!! Want a custom???? Hopefully I can add another evening in during her stay.
Nov 2 the college cutie Anna
jj at borntobebound.com