Journal Update
Hello everyone,
I’ve been getting lots of email inquiries as to where the tumblr posts and tweets have gone and the truth is as many of you know we bought this old house on the water a few months back that is being completely gutted, which is pricey and time consuming. I’ve had a condo since 2008. The builder went bankrupt I picked it up for next to nothing and lucky for me property values are up so of course that means I have lots of equity in the place and back in Dec as we were (Tony/ gotcuffs) and I were closing on the new house I was THRILLED about what my condo is now worth. I’m listing it veryyyyyy soon. I’ve just had A LOT of house guests and very little time to fix it up and stage it. It has been comforting knowing that I can get a lot out of it because I need to put a lot into the new place and of course we’ve run into a lot of unforeseen expenses (of course). Well recently I opened a document saying that the condo development was built on property that was once occupied by a nasty shop- I don’t want to get into details but there will be a 2 year investigation to see if the property is safe and blah, blah, blah. This isn’t my first experience with this type of thing. I had a similar thing happen with my old workplace. I KNOW the property is safe. I know the people that worked in the shop decades ago are suffering and I understand that their families want to be compensated, that makes sense to me. What doesn’t make sense is this two year waste of time and money investigation that is going to happen at my property. I’m 99% sure it is a huge waste of time. Anyway, at the end of the day when I’ve been exhausted, over stressed, not well rested etc etc there has always been that comfort in knowing my condo would sell for a lot and quickly per my realtor. Now there is most likely a two year hold on that. My plan was that it would be unloaded by fall at the LATEST and um that most likely will not be the case. I am so lucky in so many ways, to get to run this site as the majority of my living, to have found an intelligent, open, handsome man to live this life with me, to get to run a lingerie shop which I longed for since I was 12 years old but boy oh boy it hasn’t been easy and I’m unlucky in the strangest of ways and just so frazzled.
Anyway I’m alive and plugging away at work and on the new house. I haven’t felt like sessioning because my mind has been other places and it is not fair to the clients and I just haven’t felt like being a part of social media and seeing shiny, happy carefree people at the beach or bar. I feel like if I read one more post from some model saying “I’m bored” I’d have a huge urge to hop on a plane and go punch her in the face. lol. I also can’t stand to see posts about dogs being put down or cancer or people starting gofundme accounts for the most selfish reasons. I’m just not in the right head space for any of it so I backed off. You know time heals all wounds and I’m dealing with my unfortunate situation a little better so I’ll be back to posting more free smut soon.
On a happier note I did get a nice visit in with Gigi aka milf Gigi, a real life friend and I had not seen her in ages! We got to shoot a couple customs for my site and I did some clips for hers. ALL of them will eventually be posted here. We will share all of the content. It was nice to have her around. I felt like the trip went too quickly. I also got some time in with Carissa who comes to Detroit to session often- local session fellas keep that in mind!! She had some issues to prevent her from shooting the customs I had for her but she will return in June and it was good to catch up with her soo I did get some time in with people I like and who like me ;). Constance came in for a night and we shot a few clips, boy she is the tiniest right now and soooo easy to tie up, sheesh. Right now Fayth on Fire is in town and I got one clip in with her earlier and we will shoot a couple customs tomorrow and she is in town working with a bunch of others. Time flies, she hadn’t been up here since 2012!! When she leaves my house Monday aside from a shoot with Rachel I’ll be on model shoot hiatus for hopefully 10 days to get my home fixed up and listed and see what happens. It might be a big waste of time considering the potential poison problem but I won’t know until I try…..
Tony and I had our one year anniversary the 4th. I feel like we somehow had 10 years worth of life jam packed into that one year!! I screwed up and booked Adara that day and we really haven’t been alone since so perhaps next week we can work in a relaxing anniversary dinner out so I don’t even need to clean up the kitchen. I say screwed up and booked Adara, but he didn’t see it that way. We shot that strap on custom with the pumpkin mask and strap on IS his favorite.
Anyway new clips with Constance, Dakkota, Fayth, Gigi, Adara, Amanda Marie, Sarah Brooke & myself are what you can expect here in the near future.
Oh, and if you’ve had a custom in mind for me to do with Tony now would be the time to send it in since I won’t have any girls around for a while. I’m up for a challenge and he is actually a much better rigger than me or most of the well known riggers so I’m sure he can handle whatever you throw at him. I’ll make them really cheap since I won’t have to pay out a model expecting custom money 😉
Oh and I’m really trying to get Dixie here in May but with her wedding in July she needs customs to get here, so that too.
….and I have room for one more Rachel custom the 20th
jj at borntobebound dot com
patience please, I’m the worst emailer and probably as busy as 3 people put together and horribly scatterbrained on top of it all 😉
As always thanks for supporting the site. I love you all for it-
Night, night
JJ
Oh more good news our big dog Sookie that suffered the dreaded bloat/ twisted stomach is as good as new!!!